People take tumblr way too seriously! It’s just a social network, who the hell cares about how many followers you have, or how many reblogs you get on your pictures. There is no need to compete, if you are competing… then I’m sorry to break it to you but you’ve already lost, you loser! ROFL
The people from my high school are jokes, they went through all four years talking shit about each other and now that schools done they wanna be best friends? I actually refuse to believe they all matured and forgiven each other. The way I see it they are just being fake. Someone tired that shit with me, writing on my facebook wall even though they made it their purpose to annoy the fuck outta me everyday when we were still in school. Yeah, fuck you. I’m not holding any grudges, but I’m not planning on going to dinner with you now.
Okay so basically everything you promised, and said you would do, your feelings for me, your late night phone calls, morning texts… It’s all irrelevant. It doesn’t matter to me anymore, because you were all talk. Your actions spoke louder. Thanks for nothing, and that is all that it will ever be. Nothing.
Gabrielle Union is one lucky woman, Dwayne Wade is the man!
I SAID NOMORE!
Fuck that worthless piece of shit who played with my feelings! He’s an ugly, little dick, can’t dress for his life piece of shit. LOL, I tried to lower my standards because I felt like they were set to high. (I’m obviously not going to find a sexy guy whose sweet and can dress. Those guys are only on tumblr) But damn, I lowered them to much, cause I gave a basic, good for nothing, worthless nigga a chance to pounce on my heart. I’m dumb, but he’s dumber because he fucked up, I’m fucking amazing okay! I am a rare breed up in Canada, cause there are way to many fake broads. HIS FUCKING LOSS, AND MY GAIN! I’m on to bigger and better, literally cause he was tiny!
Sexy as hell Ghanaian guy added me on facebook! Like he is soo hot. I was about to run up stairs with my laptop and ask my mom if she recognizes his face and knows his mom… If she did know his mom, I’d ask her to hook it up or I’ll marry a carribean guy! Lmao.. no really he is dead hot.
I am so nauseous right now, I couldn’t even keep water down if I wanted to. This guy made me feel so worthless, made me feel like gum on the bottom of his shoe. And this sucks ass because he means a lot to me. I feel like he took everything away from me, and I could be acting over-dramatic, but I think I’ve just experienced my first heartbreak… I feel so sick to my stomach.
I honestly regret making a tumblr. This site has ruined me in so many ways, and yet i still go on. I don’t know why, but something about it keeps me coming back. I really miss the old me. I was so family oriented, nice, and caring. But now i have the “i dont give a fuck” attitude. My grades are slipping, and day by day i find myself drifting from people. Oh tumblr, what have you done to me. I don’t like myself.
I’ll do anything to keep our conversations going, even if if there filled with awkward silences and fake laughs… It all worth it if I just get to talk to you. Why am I so pathetic? :(
Relationships are harder now because conversations became texting, arguments became phone calls, feelings became subliminal messages online. Sex became easy, the word “love” gets used out of context, insecurities have become your way of thinking. Getting jealous became a habit, trust has been lost, cheating became an accident, leaving became the only option, and being hurt became natural.
I’m so frustrated… Why can’t I have a man who can be sweet and lovey dovey with me? Take me out, introduce me to his friends, kiss me in public. I always say I hate any type of PDA, but got damn I want it all! Why does the guy I’m seeing have to be so secretive with me? The other day we were with a group of our mutual friends and he said some stupid ignorant shit that pissed me off so I walked away, he followed me and asked me what was wrong. I told him I didn’t like that he seemed to brush me off and he said he just doesn’t want people in his business… What the actual fuck? And the best part is… I’ve caught feelings. I was fooled by him picking me up from work, always checking up on me, taking care of me when I was sick and just being a sweetheart.
I wore my docs two days in a row… my feet are killing me! How long do I have to wear them in order for them to be broken in? I am so impatient. Btw, I got them over the weekend, I started wearing them because I want to break them in sooner than later… No, but seriously, how long? :/
Happy Birthday to my gorgeous cousin Fendi Akom, I love you dearly and I am so blessed to have you in my life. I have lots of friends, but none of them are bout that life like you are. From hustling at parties, dance competitions, selling clothes at bsfboutique, thrifting downtown, lickin’ our fingers at wild wings, photoshoots in back alleys, desserts at coldstone, love&basketball at my house, azonto in the car, screaming during the hunger games, chowing down some sinopinos, checkin’ out dreads in virginia and talking so much shit… No one does it better than you… than us. Hope your sixteenth birthday was everything you hoped it would be and more, thanks for being there for me (even though you never call me back!) loveeee youuuuu <3
I’ve gotten two envelopes in the mail from to different colleges that I applied for, yet I still haven’t opened any. I guess I’m just disappointed in myself, because I didn’t apply to any universities. I’m so stupid! I have all 6 u/m courses that I need to get in, but I just assume I’m gonna get bad marks so they won’t even accept me. Now I feel like I’m not living up to my potential. This is so crap & I’m so mad at myself. I’m seriously thinking about applying for January 2013 since I already missed the deadline for September 2012. I don’t know if this post even makes sense, I’m just rambling. Anywho, fuck my life.
I saved someones life today.
I was talking to my friend Aisha in the hallways, it was just me and her, and we were cracking jokes. She starts sucking on her gold grills while shes laughing and it ends up getting caught in her throat. She leans forward and starts coughing and literally choking. I was in shock so I was just standing there staring at her for like 10 seconds until she said something that sounded like my name. I starting pounding on her back, until the little gold grill fell onto the floor. She just said “Oh my God, what the fuck just happened”. I was in shock so I started laughing again, as did she. A student teacher walks down the hall and says, “What was all that screaming? It sounded like someone was dying.” Aisha said, “Miss It was me, I actually almost dies, fuck this shit I’m going to melt this into pendant or something.” LMAO, Aisha couldn’t stop thinking about it, when we were on the bus. Glad she’s okay though.
It’s all in a day’s work, love your hero, HAZELLLL! :)